Mylovelybygones

Looking things at a different direction.

2012-02-10T22:49:00.002+08:00

This week isn't as good as what I think. I'd always pray for good days coming towards me, but it turns out to be the opposite of it. Why must I had to bear such things.

My results is getting bad. Recently, maths test, I totally screw it. I must say this again and again to remind me, I REALLY MUST WORK HARD!!! Same goes to my other subjects. I'm having quite a hard time understanding POA. Those asset, liability, expenses and stuffs. I need someone to teach me one to one! Other than that is fine.

ALL photos taken at Ju's house.

Again..... someone disturbed me again with that guy. I knew it. This can't be ended so easily. I know you're helping your own friend but seriously do you even think of the person's feeling?!? Making such scenes, I'm not dumb okay. Whatever it is, just stop it. And ya, I recently got to know another person liked me too. Whatever, we just can be friends only, no beyond friends - understand. So pissed off today - being called out by DM with my dearest because of some secondary two girls. I don't want to blog about it.. want know ask me personally. But seriously? Our fault? Hah, what a joke manz. Want write letter, write longer lah! Write a book more better.

I hope every Friday will be like today x , Its was fun ;)

What's more....

2012-02-06T17:01:00.001+08:00

Gave school a missed today. Sigh, tomorrow back to study again. Somemore, I'm still coughing so badly, having sore-throat and flu. I hope I will be fine by tomorrow!!! Take-care peeps!! Off to study. n(V-V)n

P/s: 好难受喔~

GROWN UP.

2012-02-05T16:46:00.003+08:00

I don’t understand.. How can there be 5 prince charming? I thought there is just one in a fairy tale. How can reality be better than fairy tale? :p

I like the song ''Be my girl!'' So sweet! Can’t beat it when FT Island is singing for Primadonna! So happy to see all of them singing! ♥.♥

If this was a movie.

2012-02-03T15:34:00.003+08:00

If this was a movie...

we wouldnt have ended the way we did.

you wouldnt have found her.

you wouldnt have left me confused and alone, wondering what happened.

you wouldnt have ripped my heart out of my chest.

and i wouldnt be here crying, wondering if i could even love someone again...

countrygirlsatheart 1 week ago 55

Why is it that i still love him after all this time and evrything thats happend. Why does it hurt to want to be with him again. Why does it hurt to see hes moved on and with someone else. Do guys understand how easily a girl can fall for them and how much they hurt us when they leave.

Rachflower 1 week ago 24

This song makes me think about the past...and now it makes me smile because Taylor writes relatable songs which means I'm not alone. So Thank You Taylor, for making just a little easier.

ElizabethBells 2 weeks ago 3

Just some comment.....

February.

2012-02-01T17:35:00.027+08:00

Hellow February, hope you will make us people happy and be pampered by everyone. February will the month full of smiles; no more heartbroken moments. More and more tests coming, I've to work hard this time round. No more fooling around. Okie, take care everyone! Drink lots of water, in order not to become like me as I'm down with flu, cough and sore-throat. Its been days... Having a hard time singing/talking properly right now. :(

Pray for me to get well soon kay! Lots of love from me if you're reading this right now. :)

Bye January!

2012-01-31T20:45:00.003+08:00

Byebye January! See you next year! Will be waiting for my sixteen birthday! Hahaha.

Hwaiting at 11pm Korea time!! :D Wheheheheheh SEVERELY ♥♥♥♥

*Fangirling mode on* XD

January.

2012-01-29T16:08:00.006+08:00

January is going end soon, we shall say good bye. Its just the first month of the year, already so many problems heading towards me. How am I gonna face the next few months of problems? How I was I could erase them away. Please quickly end this month as I don't want to remember those again hurtful stuffs again. Its sucks.

I'm still coping with my studies. So far, I found none of the subjects is hard. I'd enjoyed learning. Will be looking forward to my test results. I had so many problems with my partner in class recently. Fuck, I really dislike him and I want to change seat! Every time he sleeps in class then he missed what teacher had wrote on the board and kept asking me to let him copy/see first. Wtf? Another thing, while he slept, he actually missed a lot of stuffs that teacher had gone through, so he kept asking me what teacher has said when he woke up. Like seriously, I don't like to repeat it. If you want to know, don't sleep lah, go home sleep, sleep all you want. And please go brush your teeth or whatever first before talking to me cause its stinks. I'd almost fainted in class. Oh God. Whatever it is, just hope that February will be the month free of problems and also it will be a month full of smiles and loves. x

P/s: Have you all read my tweets? I tweeted that I had ate a fortune cookie that Mrs Teng got is for the slc members. I've separate it into two and found a slip of paper inside stated, ''A rainbow of smiles awaits.'' So, I will be waiting for it. :)

The Year Of Dragon.

2012-01-22T20:53:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

Hope you all will collect lots of red packets and be happy always!

P/s: I'm so sad that I can't celebrate it even though I still can take red packet from others. But its kinda weird not to celebrate it and take red packets. Its okay, shall wait for next year then.

I will not break the rules. :')
P/s/s: Happy Birthday Mummy! I love you lots. I really thank you for everything you did to me. ♥

15th Birthday & CNY class party! ♥

2012-01-20T21:20:00.131+08:00

"Cause when you're fifteen, somebody tells you they love you, you gotta believe them."

I'm so glad that I am being born in this beautiful world although is a judgemental society. I would like to thank God for making me to meet my parents, siblings and friends. I've such a beautiful life pampered by everyone and I know there's still a long way to go tomorrow, the next following days.

I was so eagerly to get to school! Went to meet my friend first before going to school together. Assembled in the car park then go back class for party! Awhile, Liyani came over my class and we exchanged birthday gifts, as our birthday falls on the same day. 30 minutes later, my class started the party, starting eating and singing! My class was blasting song so loud than the other class. Haha awesome. Thank you dearest for buying me a stitch ice-cream cake!!! So surprised!

Many thanks to the people who had sang me Happy Birthday song! I'm so touched! I guess this is my first time so many people sang me and wished me. I'm so happy and I couldn't stop smiling right now. Hah, I feel like tearing up after that. After cutting the cake, I was being bash by my friends outside my class with the ice-cream cake. Those cream was all on my hair and face. No matter how hard I wash it, my hair still got the ice-cream smell. Heh. Went to wonder around other class and other than that, was singing in the class as Jason played FT Island's songs for me through the loud speaker in class! Awww. He still remember I love FT Island. Oh, he still owe me one FT Island's album! He told me he will get it for me soon. Huhuhu, I'll wait.

Party over, went to the hall for the concert. Okay, the concert was bored to the max, except throwing sweets around the hall! That's was fun! HO. School dismissed - was being bashed again by my friends from express classes with Liyani. This time is flour and water. OMG MY HAIR. But the people who is bashing me, end up being bash by me too. Heh-heh-heh. After the bashing, waited outside school for Yapyi, as she wanted to bash me! She bought the flour, cream and water! And she mixed all together!! It came out to be like sticky sticky kind. Dafuggggg, I'm gonna suffer. :(

I was so dirty after being bashed up by Yapyi, Juliana & Vincent. The flour is all over my hair, everywhere on my body. My shoes was so wet because of the rain! I'd even got cuts from tripping over the drains. So pain y'know!! Its raining heavily that's why. I slipped. Went over to Ju's house to clean up then cab home to wash up. After that, met Sis and her friends for dinner at Pasta Mania. I was being bashed up total of three times in a day. I had enjoyed it so much and of course I had a lot of fun too! Thank you all!!!!!! Today's will be in my mind forever.

Thanks YapYi and Juliana for the cake! <3
Thanks Zifu for the sweets and foods which he got it from his class! :p
Thanks Liyani for the stuffed toy! :D
Thanks to all who had sang and wished me a Happy Birthday!!! I hearts you all.

[Taken a few minutes of my time to type out all the people who had wished through - Text, Whatsapp, Facebook and Twitter. I felt more sincere writing down those who had wished me.]

My parents, siblings, cousins, Yap Yi, Juliana, 3A2, Ms Li, Mr Chew, Shunyong, Syafiq, Charissa, Freda, Viana, Shaherra, Syakirah, Vera, Daniela, Amelia, Zhirouboo, Zenia, Jeremy, Pei Ying, Melody, Crystal, Qian Fei, Zhen Hui, Sze Min, Ms Danz Tan, Darren, Liyani, Wallace, Ming Kai, Ming Jie, Nurul Raihanah, Xi Yun, Angela, Sharon, Shu Eng, Jesline, Shahfiq, Jonathan, Jordan, Gwyneth, Adeline, Wee Hao, Gu Ming, Lester Ong, Alicia, YunJi, Kelvin, Xinyu, Zi Fu, Marvin, Jasmine, Jia Wen, Kenneth, Wei Zhen, Ahmad, Shi Jie, Kai Yue, Joreen, Joan, Yong Xiang, Jun Yong, Zhe Wei, Felicia, Jocelyn Tan, Jun Wen, Jocelyn Lin, Wei Jie, Marc, Kimm, Wailun, Carla, Ming Xin, Nicholas Toh, Joanne, Fang Ting, Cai Ling, Shaanan, Sonia, Jian Jie, Akmal Hafiz, SiEn, Yew Thye, Narrendran, Jia Xin, Mabel, Chen Yang, Natthya, Yu Liang, Oh Hui Ling, Soh Hui Ling, Liyana, Michelle, Pravin, Lester Chua, Brydon, Elson, Wei Ming, Lee En, Lu Hao, Liyin, Benjamin, Niven, May Chen, Wira, Chia Hien, Kent, Joycelyn, Hasnim, Sarah, Fayette, Jeremy, Fu Yu, Mariah, Laura, Shu Hui, Khirrthana, Tina, Amalina, Janice, Charlottle, Sylvia, Natajjsa, Sabrina, Maisara, Syafiqah Azman, Syafiqah, Shi Yi, Marcus, Tian Poh, Gelli Ann, Ms Ong, Daniel, Yih Ching, Arjay, Zhi Pei, Liu Lao Shi, Aziemah, Sneha, Joel and Minh.

Thanks all for the overwhelming wishes! I appreciate it! ♥ :')
I hope I don't missed anyone out. :p

xoxoxoxz, Jaerlyn.

Fifteen tomorrow!!

2012-01-19T18:15:00.003+08:00

YAY! I will be officially fifteen tomorrow! I'm getting older. Hahah. Okay, one more day left! :-)

Today's photo.

With Shaanan, Jiayee and Dearest. :)

Cam-whoring in MT class.

2012-01-18T17:04:00.002+08:00

Will never get the better of me.

2012-01-17T22:45:00.045+08:00

I just don't understand why people had to make fun of people who the person doesn't like the other party at all. Its just a childish act, I know it is, but I just can't simply take it so easily. I'm soft-hearted person. Yes, you can joke with me once, but once you over-talked about it, I don't know what I will do. Whoever it is, please stop. Why you all have to make fun of the other people? Please, once is enough. I burst out crying during school hours and even my dearest thought I'm angry with her which I didn't.

I'm not trying to bring anyone down, nor am I badmouthing behind your back. I'm just venting all my disappointment & I'm doing so openly and for all pairs of eyes to see. I just can't put up with all those hurt anymore. I just hate it. All I really really hope for, is all of you to understand that life isn't always smooth and simple. And definitely not the way you want it to be. I just doesn't have the mood for anything. I'm happy that there's so many caring friends/classmates around me. I hope they are really caring not curious what had happened to me.

P/s: No matter how hard you trying to chase me, I will never accept you. Get this fact right.
P/s/s: Dearest, If you see this, I'm sorry. I didn't blame you. Remember, we promised not to quarrel no matter what had happened...

Feeling so fatigue.

2012-01-14T18:25:00.004+08:00

Its been a week since I'm back from blogging! As day goes by, I'm getting tired and tired of schooling, waking up so early in the morning. I need more rest. I'm kinda stress in learning right now. Learning is fun, I like it but I have to learn it slowly in order to understand fully. Teachers are rushing the topics so fast! Its still January okay. Can teach slowly please? I like teachers who are understanding, patient and teaches well. These teachers are good. Will I have such teachers teaching me right now? Speaking of school teachers, I misses both of my cca teachers.

Thursday, which is cca day for everyone in my school. SLC members did not have any. As we're told to be close down soon. Everytime when people told me that they're jealous of me because I don't have any cca and I could slack. I feel so sad. There's nothing to be jealous about. I want to have cca just like others.. I misses every single lessons I had before. I'm so glad that almost everyone wants to stay! Expect for a few... I hope my principal will get back SLC asap!!!!!

Looking forward to next week Friday! ITS MY BORN DAY!♥
Hope to have an unforgettable birthday!

P/s: FT Island's PLAY concert is just tomorrow, I hope every primadonnas at there will be having fun with them and I hope my boys will take care of themselves there. Please come again next year, my five gorgeous boys. I'm dying wanted to see you fives. :'(

P/s/s: Have you seen my FT Island and 2PM's official album that my friend helped me buy from Korea? ^_^ ♥

Alright, I will be back next week! See ya readers ♥

Be right back!

2012-01-11T19:44:00.004+08:00

With my dearest hohoho! Back on weekends! xoxoz. ♥

P/s: Should I cut my hair short for real?

First week of school. ★彡

2012-01-07T19:14:00.006+08:00

As I always had said, time flies whenever we are having fun. But I guess our fun should stop right now and ready for school. I'm so happy to see my schoolmate and friends on the first day of school somemore they are wearing long pants!!! Hahaha cute. :p

This week had been a tiring week for me. I don't know why I'm feeling so tired ever since school started. Every time when I came back home from school, I tend to fall asleep. Now, my eyelid started to have three or even more... T-T First and second day of school, no lessons, doing classroom stuffs with both my form teachers. Sitting arrangement was sucky much. Sat with Wang Chai. Fucking hongster. Kept asking me for number and say I'm cute. WTFFFF. I'm dying to want change seat!

And yeah I got to know that my teachers are... Form teacher: Ms Li and Mr Chew.
English - Ms Li. Maths - Mdm Zainah. SS - Mrs Voo. Physics - Mr Tan. POA - Ms Chua. MT - Mdm Tan, Chemistry - Mrs Tan and History - Mr Chua.

Yesterday was cca open house day for secondary one. Juliana and I was planning to stay back to look around those booths as both of us have nothing to do, as we don't have any booth to set up. Sad to the max. :'( Went to had our lunch at broadway, then Ms Tan and Mr Leong join us.

So, Ms Tan asked me: ''yesterday still got cry a not..''

I replied her: "nope :>".

After that, Mr Leong asked me, ''very sad ah?'' I replied, ''Yeap T-T'' :p

Went back to school, walk around the school compound, so boring. Met Mrs Teng at canteen, she wanted us to help her do the RICH file things at the staff room. First time went in staff room for so long, one hour plus. Huhu. Its so nice that Mrs Teng treated me and Juliana, chocolates, sweets and drinks!! And Mrs Teng was so cute, she wore a slipper, super cute one, walking around the staff room! Hahaha :p

After that spent half of my day in school to look around the cca open house booths, many people mistaken me as sec one and kept asking me to join their ccas'. Haha, to them I'm #foreveryoung hoho :p

Follow me in Twitter: @jaerlynloves :)

Okie bye then! x

Farewell my beloved SLC.

2012-01-05T19:13:00.100+08:00

Wednesday - 4 January,

Was asked to meet my both cca teachers outside the gym for the planning for the secondary one cca open house with both of my friends. We used 2 hours plus of our time to plan things for the cca and was ready to do everything the next day. Late afternoon, suddenly received a text from Charissa, she told me not to stay back for tomorrow's work and do all those stuffs already - Ms Tan told her. I thought was Ms Tan and Mrs Teng finished doing all the work but actually is...

Thursday - 5 January (Which is today..),

Mrs Teng informed us to meet her outside the gym for a short meeting after school. She told us that SLC is closing down and we can't accept any more secondary one to come in. (Meaning we don't have any booth for the cca open house.) All thanks to my school principal, last night decision. My school is totally fucked up. After Mrs Teng told us, she stopped for awhile, I saw her eyes was red and watery.. She cried. :( We were all dismissed, then Juliana and I went over to the canteen. I cried and cried non-stop. I could not believe it... I actually had been there for almost three years and of course I had a lot of feelings to my cca. Now, all those joys and fun ready for this year had been vanished into the air..

Ms Tan is not gonna take care of us already, she had been promoted to HOD and Mrs Teng, she will be officially leaving SLC in March. I had no idea what to do now... Sigh.

P/s: SLC is our memories, our laughters, our efforts, our youths!

P/s/s: Is 5th today, happy chinese birthday to me! :)

MEMORIES.

New year resolution!

2012-01-02T20:31:00.007+08:00

1. Forget about the unhappiness.

2. Be more happy.

3. My families and friends to be healthy, happy and blessed always.

4. Good results for every tests, quizzes and exams.

5. Pampered by everyone.

I just want it simple. I just want my life to be full of laughter and love. I guess all this are important to me, for now. And as long as people around me are healthy and happy, nothing else really matters.

Chapter 2012. Page 1 of 366.

2012-01-01T03:45:00.021+08:00

Happy New Year my dear friends and readers!!

Forget all those sad memories and start a new you ahead.

New beginning. New hopes. New dreams.

Cheers from Jaerlyn♥

2011's Memories.♥

2011-12-31T18:59:00.002+08:00

2A2, new class of the year 2011.

9 April 2011 - Trip to Acres with SLC members.

21 June to 23 June 2011 - NACLI Camp (Last camp for my cca).

11 August 2011 - Marina Barrage trip with 2A2.

3 September 2011 - SLC Event & We, CJY first neo-prints.

31st October to 2 November - Leadership Camp.

19 November 2011 - 2PM Hands Up Asia Tour Concert.

And many others memories.........

Thank you guys for the memories. :') ♥

I need to find my way back to the start.

2011-12-30T21:25:00.020+08:00

Soon we gotta say goodbye to 2011 already. Its been a hard year for you, 2011. Many people had been hating you because of those heartbreaks moments, but I didn't. I actually learnt a lesson from you. Thanks for letting me know who had been truthful to me all the time. I'm thankful and grateful to have them in my life and hope they will continue to stay. To those people who had made me cried this year, I don't hate you, I'd forgiven you but I will not forget what had actually happened. Also, thanks to those who had made me smile and laugh.

So much memorable stuffs happening this year. My secondary two life had been good to me all the times although they are some memories that actually made me mentally stressed whenever I think of it. I will try my very best to cope with those problems that it is affecting my mind every single moment. Sigh, I'm really terrified that this world is gonna end on the 21st December. What to do? Just pray.... 2012, let's not fucked it up. ☺

Its another season!

2011-12-25T12:27:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO!

M.E.R.R.Y.C.H.R.I.S.T.M.A.S

To all my friends & readers! Hope everyone will be more joyful as before!

HAPPYBIRTHDAY♥

2011-12-21T18:16:00.000+08:00

Hatred.

2011-12-20T18:38:00.015+08:00

My sixth and seventh work totally pissed me off!!!! I feel like screaming out my lungs.

I didn't want to blog about it actually, but there's no other way I could vent my anger to. I regretted praising her so much on my previous post. I didn't know why the hell she hired me and my other friend for! Kept pushing us away when each of us is serving the customer. If you don't trust us, why hired us? I feel like telling her that can don't ask me do those writing, ordering stuffs a not? I rather carry those heavy books, hurting myself also won't want to sit at there giving myself feeding the mosquitoes!

She even wronged me for making the calculator lost. She said to me why you didn't take care properly and said the customer took it. Who the fuck want the calculator for? After that, she found it in the drawer. She apologised to me. As I had tweeted, "no point saying sorry when you actually hurt the person's feelings." I almost cried as it hurt my feelings so much!!! I really hate being wronged. Just like a case in last year during Nacli camp, but it somehow a bit different, the girl didn't apologise to me and giving me this, ' -.- ' faces whenever she see me. Like wtf? Who is in a wrong now? Till now I haven't talk to that girl. Its been a year plus..

Sigh. I feel that I'm so useless. Kept making mistakes. How can I erase it...? I'm just not good enough for everyone. (╯ˍ╰)''

Fifth day of work.

2011-12-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

Times flies, its already my fifth day of work already. Two more to go, it will be on the 19th and 22th. As I had mentioned on my recently post that I will be working with another girl today. So, I didn't really know her, seen her before and she has the same cca me. Didn't really chat well with her. :p Same routine, helping the auntie to do some of the work to kill time. Seriously its killing me. How I suppose to know how many people ordered the books. Fuck you for stressing me too much. x.x Also, received a lot of mosquito bites from there, now my both legs is like red dot dot everywhere. So ugly :( Reach home around four. Extremely tired, feel like sleeping but my sis want me to accompany her go nearby buy bbt. So I accompany her go and came back home after that. Had my bath, slept till dinner time. Finished dinner watch tv, tweeting, listening to music while waiting for Daddy and Mummy to be back home from overseas! :-) Alright, fifth day of work, nothing much. Bye-ye then! ^_^

Numerology Gibberish.

2011-12-14T15:04:00.009+08:00

If you were born on the:

1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1
You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous
on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You
always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most
likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are
likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most
likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a
spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you
will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of
the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in
your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you &
your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a
pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, 8 while a good match
would be with 3, 5 and 7.

Number 2
No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You
day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for
every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change
according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of
musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet
as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a
sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You
are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you
settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you
are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will
sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad
vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7,5, and 9 no
other people can put up with you!

Number 3
You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots
of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope
with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you
would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a
point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are
not a cool person. It’s not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But
once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You
always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and
problems but they won’t be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love
money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look
after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being
generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom,
creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!!
Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5.

Number 4
You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in
life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause
nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other
people’s problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you
are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too
much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and
get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You
love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family
and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live
with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be
careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart (ahaks!). And
beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a
hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good
match 5, 6, and 7.

Number 5
You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your
enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will
be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will
always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help
your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down
you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships – even if you are
married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with
anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You
learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good
match 6, 8.

Number 6
Ooopppss… You were born to enjoy! You don’t care about others. I mean you
always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either
education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people
who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your
mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But
if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships
until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged
early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person
of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and
after all you can heal this world’s wounds to make peace for everyone because
you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step
further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5.

Number 7
You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art,
singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value
your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain
age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s faces
lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have
everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to
get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don’t, then you
might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone’s joy. Your
best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4.

Number 8
You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand
you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the
one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way
through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who
will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very
reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and
always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down, (which is often
late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems
such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly-
disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take
you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your
Best match 1, 4 and 8. Good match 5.

Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,
physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will
think it’s still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there!
Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will
have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very
naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been
involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when
you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho
type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or
banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but
you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are
humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve
targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model
for everyone. Your best match 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match 2.

I'm number 2. What's yours? :-)

Forth day of work.

2011-12-13T18:45:00.038+08:00

Today's work is so relaxing again! Only 15 customers. Hehehe. So today I work with another girl but not with my good friend. She's pretty friendly and easy-going. I like her. Unexpectedly, she's also a Primadonna! :D See, we're fate to know each other and become friends! She and I was able to chat very well, is like, we had known each other for long. Haha! She's cool. Okay.

Today the bookshop auntie is so much different! She's cried as she's telling us her story of her family. What a sudden topic came out from her. So, she talked to me and my partner for about 2 hours non-stop. I felt pretty sad for her. She's a nice lady. Apparently she mentioned about... which made me want to cry too. Times flies, together we three we're laughing and enjoying our work at there. So that's all for the day. I guess. I want to work with that girl again! Anyway, working this Thursday with another girl again! Hope she's nice. :-) Bye-ye!

Until you comeback.

2011-12-12T16:01:00.004+08:00

Hello peeps, I'm back. I'm feeling so bored right now. Home alone today. Daddy and Mummy went overseas, sis went to work and bro went to school. And me, staying at home doing homework, housechores, sleep and surf the net. Feeling so hungry right now, urgh. I don't know what to eat for lunch. Nobody cook for me and I'm lazy to step into the kitchen today. So I might as well don't eat anything and wait for dinner then. Oh, I ate egg bread in the morning as Mummy cooked for me before leaving to airport. <3 Sad. I wanna sent my parents go to the airport but they don't allow me to do so.. By now, its 13 degrees in hk. Hope they will take care of themselves - wear enough clothing and sleep well. To my kins too.

Sigh. I feel like crying again whenever I think about him. Times flies, he had been leaving us for 19 days already. Rest in peace. Hope you will be happy in the other world. :')

Bon Voyage Daddy and Mummy! I'll miss you all. xx

Thousand hundred million billion of love.

2011-12-10T15:45:00.004+08:00

I will never ever get bored for listening FT Island's songs. Honestly, at least one day I must listen to their songs. You know its like I can't live without their music! I had one habit - I like introducing their songs to the ones I love, as I wanted them to know what I like and also they could know what am I feeling. And I wanted them to love them just like me. Even my siblings is their hard-core fans! You can see how much I love FT Island where my phone, iPod inside is full with their songs. Their music brings me everywhere. Their voice is just so beautiful especially Hongki! Guess what? Hongki's tone was rank 9 by the professionals in music, the highest among Kpop singers!!!! I was like 9 only? Should be 1 to me okay!

Such a pity that I can't go for their PLAY! Concert because of some reason. If not, I got to go. Its okay. There's still next time. (Hope so!!) Anyway, I'm so proud to be a Primadonna! Ho-ho-ho. I WANT TO MARRY THEM ALL OF THEM. ♥♥♥♥♥

Dong Cheng Wei.

2011-12-06T20:40:00.007+08:00

Third day of work.

2011-12-05T17:30:00.024+08:00

Yay! Finally is the third day of work! Having so much fun serving the customer! I'd enjoyed it although is tiring and getting so much scratched and bruises from the books. So today the bookshop auntie didn't really talk much about her stories again. If not that will be bored like wtf. Well, there's so many customers today! Busier than the second day of work! Yeah, its December, everyone is getting their books ready for school. I haven't bought mine yet. :P -Lazy- So I will be working on the 13/15 December again! Hope it will be fun like today! Weeehehehe. o(≧▽≦)o

Me and Juliana. :)

See what's she doing behind me... dancing lol.

Bye-yeeeeeeeeeeeeee! X

Hellow!

2011-11-30T18:46:00.005+08:00

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Second day of work.

2011-11-28T20:25:00.033+08:00

Its been a week since I started working again in school bookshop. Phew! Times really flies.Okay, so today work was not really tough, it was so relaxing. Ha-ha-ha, so happy that the boss didn't came over today! If she came, I confirm died on her hands for stressing me too much. Ew, whenever I think of her face, I want to puke. Bleh. Pewpew erase her faces from my mind. Gonna be December soon! And during that month, will be working every Mondays and 22nd December. I guess more and more people are coming to buy their books. Hope I am able to cope with it!

As usual, always meet Juliana first before going to school, reach school fifteen minutes earlier, huhu. So started waiting for customer to come. Luckily school today was not dead, at least got some basketballers having camp in school if not it would be scary if no one is in school. Oh, Terence and Sy came over and disturb us when the bookshop auntie is telling us her long long long long stories. Luckily got the both of them came over if not she will talk and talk non-stop. -_- Like they saved me and my friend :D But after the guys left, she started her stories again! Oh my God!! Juliana and I can't stand it already and everyday the same routine...

Its lunch time! Ate chicken rice, till want vomit. The rice not like rice, chicken not like chicken. Wts waste money only. Eat till not half throw away. Juliana and I was so hyper during work because of 2PM, ever since we go for the concert on the 19 November, Juliana had been singing ''I'm your man'' whenever she's beside me. Hahaha addicted already. Keke, hope next year they still be coming sg! (;

After work, went over to Juliana's house for awhile as its raining heavily. Head to SSC to buy stuffs and mummum. After that let the photos do the talking then! Hehe. X

Can see what Juliana wrote for me on my hand?

Bought Gongcha while shopshop in daiso.

I've to stop crying and move on.

2011-11-27T22:52:00.061+08:00

It just happen to sudden. I was extremely shocked to hear the news. At that point, I cried so hardly. He mean so much to me! I'm so sad that I didn't spent a lot of times with him. I still remember those days we had our breakfast, lunch and dinner together. Although, when I was young, I don't remember we used to go Zoo together but I know we had been there before when I was looking at the photos. I miss holding your warm hands, I miss your smile, I miss your appearance and it will always be on my mind, forever.

God, I just want to ask you, why are you taking away him from us? You know I had been praying and praying everyday.... Why didn't you grant my wish? Why? Why? I had nowhere to get the answer from. I last saw him it was on the 10 November. I can't accept the fact that you're actually leaving.. Even I'm posting this, I'm crying non-stop. I need a really tight hug now.

Every times when I am alone, I tend to cry secretly.. Even when I'm outside, on my way home. I'm really felt sorry to my eyes for tearing so much and for so long, it had been swollen for days... It been four days since he's gone.. I hope you will take care of yourself when you're in the other world. Will always remember you. I love and miss you. :')

Dinner at Marina Sands Bay.

2011-11-26T23:48:00.017+08:00

Outfit of the day!

That place is so freaking cold that I've to wear jacket and I was shivering so badly when taking the photos. Bleh.

Singapore's gorgeous night view. (:

End. X

Movie 23:59 with Melody.

2011-11-23T18:58:00.003+08:00

盧巧音 - 好心分手

2011-11-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

My favourite Cantonese Song ;)

2PM Hands Up Asia Tour Concert in Sinagpore 2011♥

2011-11-22T18:11:00.006+08:00

Photos not in order. :-)
I was counted luckily to take all this photos you know! The security at there catch us very tight! Hard to snap! I even scolded the security for blocking my view lol.
Haha, anyway, I LOVE 2PM!!! ♥♥

(New post below too!)

2PM Hands Up Asia Tour Concert in Sinagpore 2011♥

2011-11-20T13:47:00.005+08:00

19 November 2011.

So this the post! Like finally I got the time to blog about it. That day, I went to the Singapore Indoor Stadium at 730am - the time my friend and I boarded the train there. Apparently, I woke up at 545am on that day.. Super tiring! But whenever I think of seeing 2PM later on, immediately get high and doesn't felt tired anymore. Reached the place at 8 plus. The security at there didn't allow us to queue up outside the place until 10am. Everyone was divided into Pen A, B and C. I was in Pen A. So had been sitting there, on the floor for about 1 hour and 30 minutes before we could queuing up outside Indoor Stadium.

Standing under the hot sun waiting to go in... Almost got heatstroke seriously.. All because of some fans in front. My friend and I came before her, also a lot of people... but then they insisted queuing up in front! Then started quarrelling. Behind us, the girls were damn pissed off and went over to complain to the security! The security didn't allow us to go in, until we settle with the girls who insisted want to be in front of the queue. Ha-ha-ha guess what ten minutes after, the girls decided to get out of the queue!! All of us like happy to the max! They didn't wanna queue up all the way to the back of the queue and then went back home.

So the security put us to place... let us sit for 5 hours in total before going in!! But it good, we could hear the 2PM guys singing, rehearsing! Wheeee!! During the 5 hours time, went to eat and bought the 2PM's official Hands Up's tee!! Happy max!! :D Okay, its 20 bucks each.. Almost 615pm, get to go in the actually concert place, run super fast to Pen A to fight for space.. but end up the front occupied by Japanese. I was just behind them. Shit. Just one step only! Waiting and waiting till like 705pm, the concert started!!!

Hottest screamed like mad, including me. Hehehehe. Too excited cause this is my first concert I ever attended! Even I kept cap-locking my words here and in Twitter. Too excited that's why!! The boys total sang 23 songs, not pretty sure as I got the info from 2PM's fans twitter. They sang Hands Up, Valentine, I'm Your Man, 10 out of 10, I'll Be Back, Without You, Electricity, I Can't, Thank You, Junsu's Alive, Heartbeat, Hot, Don't Stop Can't Stop, Give It To Me and others.

YAY. So happy that the boys looked at me quite a few times! Junho and Wooyoung looked at me the most!! So happy!! Hehehe. Soon, the concert going to end, they sang the last song, Thank You, I cried so badly. I didn't know I will cry. I just feel sad as maybe in my life I can't get to see them again. :'( Even they promised SGHottest they will be back next year.. I hope so. :')

After the concert, went out to send them. Waiting for like 10 minutes and they were up on the white van leaving to Zouk. Waeyo Wooyoung is sick? :'( Getwellsoon, Iloveyou. 2PM fighting, Hottest love you! Thanks for that beautiful night!! BEST NIGHT EVER. ♥♥♥

Photos will be in next post! :-)

First day of work.

2011-11-18T17:24:00.005+08:00

First day of work is pretty hard and tiring. I've to count this, count that, take this, take that.... so confusing! I'd counted wrong money and give people the wrong book and the boss scolded me like bloody hell and she still say "I'm not scolding you.. I'm teaching you." STFU. Also, she kept on telling me to do this do that... Like she didn't have any hands, can't she help me? I must carry so many and heavy books at one time.. But I'm freaking glad that she won't me there on my next working day!!!! BLISS.

Kay honestly, this is my first time working. I doesn't really have any experience in it. I thought it will be easy... but I was totally wrong! Even at work, I must tolerate the boss' attitude. Really. Ha-ha-ha, actually my good friend and I was planning to add something to her drinks one.. when she told us to help her buy drink from broadway. But in the end, we didn't :( Cause we're not that bad. (Jkjk. I actually dying wanted to poison her. Shhh.. Hehe.)

Will be back working on the 28th of November, Monday. Same time again! 8am - 3pm. Please forgive me if I did any mistake when you're buying books from me. (L) Kay, I'm super duper tired right now. See ya soon! X

TOMORROW 2PM'S CONCERT!! WHEEEEEE. :D
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Distance.

2011-11-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

Holding on?

2011-11-17T18:15:00.045+08:00

Hai, just came back home from outside! Had lunch with my good friend, Juliana and also catch 23:59 the movie. The movie seriously freaked me out. Throughout the whole movie, I'd covered my eyes with my hands and peep through the space between my fingers. Hehes ^_^ Oh! Juliana and I even made two guy friends in the theatre! They're from Northland Sec. Haha, they're hilarious. Didn't really expect to see you today... Fate? Hmm. I wonder.... :(

Tomorrow going back school to get my results. Thus, I got to know my results from my school website already. I'm going 3A2 next year! Unexpectedly! Thought I will be going a3 or even e4, cause I screwed up my end-of-year papers. Happy much that I get into the subjects I had chosen - which is POA and social studies with History. Hope it will be easy for me to understand! Fingers crossed! Thank God for everything! I really really really got to buck up next year. :(

Working at school's bookshop tomorrow from 8am to 3pm! :-) Good-nights then! X

Even your tears.

2011-11-16T23:10:00.001+08:00

I don't know, but now I can understand
The reason why you're here right now
Don't think I'm always a child
It's not just your world that's dark

Little by litte, every part of me is going to your side
Can you take just one step forward for me?
Don't say anything

What else do we need? When it's you and me
I feel so small because I have nothing to give you
Don't cry my dear, I love you, even your tears

Little by litte, every part of me is going to your side
Can you take just one step forward for me?
Don't say anything

What else do we need? When it's you and me
I feel so small because I have nothing to give you
Don't cry my dear, I love you, even your tears

What else do we need? When it's you and me
I feel so small because I have nothing to give you
Don't cry my dear, I love you, even your tears

What else do we need? When it's you and me
I feel so small because I have nothing to give you
Don't cry my dear, I love you, even your tears

A day out with dearest.

2011-11-15T19:23:00.002+08:00

Went to meet dearest at the MRT station at 1130am. Haha, both of us met on time. While waiting for the train to come, saw quite a few people from my school.

Reached Bugis, went to shop for awhile and head to Pastamania for lunch. Nom-nom-nom <3.

After lunch, walked around the shopping centre then head to neo-prints shop. The machine so different from timezone one! It made my eyes became so big and sparking! Hahaha love it!!

Went over to Bishan to accompany dearest buy her phone screen cover. Home sweet home after that. :)

Going back to school tomorrow! My cca is calling me back to have some sort of event outside school and was told to meet in school before 745am. Alright, got to go, takecare peeps! X

Hong Kong trip! :-)

2011-11-14T21:45:00.006+08:00

I'm back from overseas! Although is just few days staying at there, but I'd a lot of fun at there :) I manage to eat my grandma's cooking! It was nice and I will certainly miss it again. Even though the weather didn't go with my wish, but the it still pretty cold as what I had think. The wind was like ''wahh''! Mostly my hair got messed up just because of the wind. But its okay and I love it, actually. When it comes to bathe, it was another difficult matter when you're in a cold country.. can't stand the moment of cold when I was about to step out of the bathroom. :(

Wells, I was really happy to see my beloved grandpa. I misses him so much!! I remember I cried badly about some matters a few months ago... really bad and frightening matters (some people who is close to me might know what happened and thank you for your all listening ears. X ♥) I'd recall I'd cried till eye swollen for a few days just because of that. I'm super duper sad that time and all I need was a hug from someone.. :( But after a week I'm fine already. Honestly, when I first saw him, I immediately tear up, I feel like run over and hug him.. Luckily, no one saw me crying neither do my parents. I don't want to feel sad in front of them. Apparently, that feeling sucks and I don't want to feel this anymore! At this point, I verge of crying.

So I spent my 11/11/11 - 11:11am/pm in Hong Kong, shopping and eating! I missed the night one, cause I'm extremely beat after came back from shopping and walking around the town area. Fuck yeah, there is Forensic Heroes 3 playing on tvb channel at 9:30pm! I get so excited when I saw the preview shown on telly! But it wasn't the episode I've stopped at, it was two episodes ahead.. Thinking I could go back Singapore to catch up the other episode on Funshion. :) Saw my beloved cousins at there! Happy much! Hugged all of them! Hehes. ♥

My plane! ^_^

HK transport card! Theirs called Octopus, ours called Ez-link. LOL!

Raining heavily... :(

My favourite!!! :D

The restaurant's toilet totally can't make it.. Almost puke when I went in.

Forced myself not to breath and camwhore there... Heh.

HK MTR's map.

Look nice in the photo. But turns out to taste like..... You know it.

Mentioned above, watching Forensic Heroes 3!

That was episode 21, if I'm not wrong. :D

Christmas came early in HK!

Beautiful tree! ^_^

Randomly walked past this sign and saw my Chinese character name!

But its opposite, it should be 翠盈! Haha cool or what!

Welcome to Snoopy's World!

My favourite dessert! Egg-tarts ^_^

Free internet in the airport. Use it for fun while waiting for my plane to arrive.

That's all! :-)

Don't ask me why I didn't rotate some my photos because I don't know why can't. The photos can't be rotate from my lappy!! Anyone know how? :(

Got to go!

2011-11-08T17:13:00.003+08:00

Peeps! Please do me a favour!! Help by voting FT Island for the best band performance!
http://mama.mnet.com/en/vote.asp

Yeah I know, CN Blue and FT Island is just 1% away. It just so near!! OMG :(
Even though I like CN Blue too, but I don't want them win. :P
I want my five gorgeous boys to win! ^_^ Love you if you'd clicked vote. <3

Anyway, will be leaving Singapore in 19 more hours time. 8am is my flight time.. I guess I will be checking-in before 745am. Hope no jet lag for me. Bless me! Alright then, take care and good bye! ;) Will anyone of you misses me? :(

Those days we had so much joy together. :)

2011-11-08T14:18:00.002+08:00

Hesitate day.

2011-11-07T23:38:00.003+08:00

Hai! ^_^ What I did today is went over my friend's house for an open house on Deepavali and somewhat celebrate her Dad and Netty's birthday which falls on the same day. Cupcakes as cake. Quite nice as it made by my friend and her cousin itself!

Sorry Ju, these two photos I can't rotate. I don't know why... TvT

Kay, that's all for today's photo! Next post will be posting camp photos! :D

P.S/ 2 more days! X

Updates.

2011-11-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps, do I look nice in short hair? Heh.

Follow me @jaerlynloves in Twitter for more update of what I am up to.

I will not blog much this few days. Follow yeah? :)

November & December stuffs.

2011-11-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

School holidays had just started few days ago... and had my leadership camp not long. Aww, I'm making myself missing the camp, my group, Smacko. <3 I can really said that I had a lot a lot of fun at there. And A LOT of awkward moment. Psh. *blush* Overall, camp is awesome!!

Going to my friend's house tomorrow for someone birthday? She didn't told me whose birthday... maybe someone I know? That's why she invited me to go her house? Whatever the reason is... just gonna had fun at there! Hehehe, anyway I'm going HK on the 9th of November! It just few days away and I haven't pack my luggage yet. Bleh. Weeee. Can't wait! Gonna buy lots of things back for myself! Pray hard the weather will be below 15 degrees. Finger crossed. Will anyone of you miss me? :)

Had quite a few things going on this months.... Let's see.

18 November - Need to go back to school and work at bookshop with Juliana. (She asked me to follow her to go work as she is alone plus I'm leisure on those dates - I'm going to work.)

Will be working in school on the 18th and 28th November - 5th, 12th, 19th and 22th December!

Hope is it not tiring but easy! My first time working in school bookshop, while my friend, Juliana had worked there for the second time. I'm a beginner! Wink.

19 November - The day I will meet the HOTTEST guys from Korea! That will be 2PM! Woo-hoo! Wanted to see Nichkhun and Wooyoung so badly! and others of course ^_^ heehehe. Light sticks ready Hottest!

Planning to go Ice-skating, USS, chalet with classmates, meeting with primary school friends, meeting my dearest Yapyi! But have not decide the date and day. Will be looking forward!

Okay, bai then! \(^_^)/ Takecare peeps!

Recently got addicted to this song! <3

Leadership camp♥

2011-11-04T22:17:00.074+08:00

31st October to 2nd November 2011

Hello! I'm back from my camp! :)

Day 1

Woke up early the morning at 4:45AM, preparing stuffs and head out of house at 5:30AM.

Went to find my friend as I'm going school with her. That time was so early, under blocks was so quiet and I'm kept having the feeling that someone is following me. :o

Reached school around 6:45AM. Luckily my friend and I was not late as we were told to assemble at 6:50AM. Phew! Gathering at the con-course, divided into three groups. Juliana and I was separated. *sad* I was divide to group 3 while she is in group 2.. Okay, it was fate or what? He and me is in the same group again!! -JUMPS- The another time was when MTL camp. I don't know.. I just feel that is fate. Is you, FATE following us? :) <3

Boarded the bus to ECP to build sandcastles! Weeeeee I'm loving it! Thanks to whoever planned this. ^_^ After building it, went to had our lunchie - Chicken rice. Okay, not nice, that's why I didn't ate much. In the bus again, to our camp site! Sarimbun camp - I was there 3 years ago and I'm back there once again. Oh no :(

Reached camp site. The weather changed! Raining heavily and was stucked in the bus for like ten minutes. We had to go down the bus one by one. The part I hate most - the mud got on my shoes!! Eww. Settle down everything, first day - instructors damn freaking strict. Had to do the whatever name called thing. Argh! That made me having muscle ache for like one week! T_T

So on and so on, play games, introducing ourselves, group cheer/name.......

Dinner then bed time! The hut at there made me couldn't sleep well. Kept on waking up at different timing. Apparently, that's suck :'(

And finally is Day 2! After a long tiring day!

Day 2
Wake up at 6:30AM. Wash up. Clean the hut. Instructors spot check hut and spotted three mistakes! Wts. After that, had morning exercise and breakfast! Is it my group turn to serve others and wash the dishes? Hmm. I can't recall. But I enjoyed washing the dishes with my group-mates! <3 we could wash it together :D

Out the camp site today! Went to town area for some sort of game like amazing race.
Had so much fun till I don't know how elaborate it.

PLAY. FUN. JOY. LAUGHTERS. <3

Had McDonald for lunch! Nom nom nom :P Then continue with what we going to do. Went busking! Earn more than we can think! Hahaha! Done with our to-do-list, it was raining heavily, wait for the rain to stop a little, then we head back to our first destination and got up the bus. Back to camp site. Planned for camp fire cheer and group cheer. Cheer fight with other groups is soooo fun! Chikopeh! Haahahahah. So much frustrated times doing the camp fire cheer cause one of my group mate kept on disagree with ours ideas. To be honest, I didn't like doing skit but since all of them agree with it, I had to go with the flow.. At last, we manage to do all the things we need to do! Happy much. ^_^

Camp fire time! Heh heh heh. Anyone saw me being so high behind? :o
Yeap, HIGH! I don't why I suddenly become so high. :D (maybe I've changed!)
Awesome camp fire night! :) Wash up and head to bed after that.

Day 3
Same routine, wash up and assemble for breakfast. Have CSI in the camp site. Went to investigate who is actually the culprit who killed Ahmad and only my group got it right! YES AH. Smacko ftw! After that, we had water balloon fight! My group won twice. And other group not happy :o , just a game anyway ;)

I actually got the The MOST CARING AWARD! OMG. :D WINK.
I didn't know. Hahahah. So shock to receive the award... but is a kind of towel. -_-
After all, board the bus, reached school, dismissed and went broadway with Juliana for lunch.

Home sweet home after that.

[Overall] Thanks to those who had made me smile and laugh within this three and a half day! Thanks much to my group mates too! You know I love you all. Heh. So much memories left behind. No matter what happen, I will never ever forget it. The joy and laughters I had at there. :')

Hey SMACKO peeps, you're awesome! Much loves. ♥♥♥

MIA for camp!

2011-10-30T20:15:00.005+08:00

Going for leadership camp tomorrow! Hope it will be fun! Kinda looking forward ^_^

See ya and bai! X

FTIsland♥

2011-10-29T18:06:00.001+08:00

Goodbye 2A2' 2011, I will miss you. ♥

2011-10-28T21:33:00.005+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Thank you 2A2 for the memories that you all had gave me! No matter what happened, I will always remember you all. Even though you all kept getting in trouble outside and inside school, but you all are still my best classmates ever! Nevertheless, it still and it will be the best class ever had!

Those laughters, nicknames, jokes, concern, love, tears, joy.. you all had gave me. Awww, I appreciated it! I can't really bear to leave 2A2 seriously :( And also I will miss my awesome form teachers - Mr Alen and Mrs Koh. <3 So touching when both of my form teachers made a video for my class. I hold back my tears when I'm watching the video in class :'( (at home cried and cried T.T) I will miss those guys who had bullied me! Hahahahahaha.

I love 2A2' 2011. ♥ Takecare guys! x

Childhood photos ☺

2011-10-25T22:32:00.003+08:00

As I had mentioned in Twitter, I've scanned a few of my baby photos to my computer.

OMGOMG. I can faint seeing my tooooooo cute baby photos! HAHAHA. ^_^

Me with my sis :)

I miss wearing that top and bottom. Seriously. :(

I LOVE THIS PHOTO THE MOST!! ♥♥♥♥♥

My hair soooooo cute! :D

Agree with me? Too cute is it? Hehehehehes :D

Sometimes, I wonder if I can go back to the times where I'm still a kid with no problems vexing me. Sigh. I knew it can't. Just saying. Kay, bai! ^_^

새들처럼

2011-10-22T16:24:00.007+08:00

Archery with schoolmates!

2011-10-14T20:25:00.040+08:00

Had archery for the post exam activities - for the whole day. Enjoyed! I like it!

So good that the teachers at there allow us to wander around the hall.

Chit-chatting and cam-whoring! ^_^

Grab this photo from Hazirah's Facebook. Hehe. At first I thought is who, but actually is me! ^^

Manage to spot me? Just at the side. SO BLUR~

YAY. My 2PM concert ticket!!! Happy much! Going with my bestfriend, Juliana ^_^

Thanks daddy and mummy :P heh-heh.

Bought those stuffs yesterday for the concert. Gonna cheer and sing with them!

OMG. I can't wait to see Nichkhun, Wooyoung, Junho and others ^_^

19 November - PUT YOUR HANDS UP! :D

Tolerate.

2011-10-13T22:14:00.002+08:00

Starting the moment of time, I verge of crying. I think that I'm so foolish, just wanna to cry over that matter? People just intend to look down on me... They just like to judge on people and say bad things over my back. Eventually I was tolerate with their attitude and don't intend to quarrel with them. Times and times happening over the same matter... I try to ignore them, but they seem that they won't stop doing those stupid acts. Isn't because of my 'appearance' that let others feel that I'm that stupid? Who's know they what they really think about me. But seriously, I don't give a damn to them.

Move ahead.

2011-10-11T20:31:00.004+08:00

Yippee! Finally EYE is over! Happy much. But I'm still worry about my results. :'(

What to do if I didn't do well. Sigh. Just have to accept it. Blah. Wells, shall not think of that anymore as it made me mood-less.

Sad. Left with 7 more days of school till holidays. (TvT)

Shall list down all the things I going to do when I leisure! Heh-heh. Too lazy to update. :P

Okay, baibai then ^_^

Be happy and strong!

2011-10-10T19:52:00.008+08:00

Touching movie ;')
After you'd cried, have some laughters by watching the video below! :D

See ya!

Where did you go? I miss you so, seems like it's been forever, that you've been gone.

2011-10-09T22:09:00.000+08:00

Mugging! while cam-whoring. :)

2011-10-08T18:20:00.004+08:00

Always been smiling, no matter what kind of shit happen.

2011-10-07T22:30:00.007+08:00

Hi, I'm back! I'm done with 6 major papers already! Two more left on Monday and Tuesday.

I had flunked my Geography paper already! See the first question stunned. I think I am gonna fail it. I had no confidence that I will pass it. All thanks to the teacher who had been teaching me for the past six months and honestly, I don't even understand one single thing from Geography. Her accent made me no comment on it, the way she speak made me feel like making myself deaf rather then hearing what she's talking about.

Even my classmates dislike her, her voice, her face... her EVERYTHING! Almost every lesson, my classmates will gang her up to bully her as her voice irritates our ears. We also talk back in front of her. And guess what? She always use Mr Rajiv as her backup. Seriously. Super pissed off as we been once and once insulted by him. I'd super dislike it! I guess I can't get into Express already, I fail one subject. Sigh!! Shall study more and more harder next time. Just add oil.

Myawesomeclassthisyear♥

2011-09-26T18:52:00.006+08:00

2A2, myawesomeclassthisyear♥

Sad to say that not all of my classmates are in the photo :(

Thanks for bringing me laughters all at time to make me feel happy. :')

Spot me with my whitening teeths! Wink* Hehes.

The Band Perry - If I Die Young

2011-09-25T13:59:00.002+08:00

Fairytales dreams.

2011-09-24T22:37:00.003+08:00

P.S/ I love my plaits :)

Mixed feelings.

Labels: Sometimes I wish I was a little girl and could climb into my mummy's lap and cry until my pain goes away.

I know just how to whisper and I know just how to cry.

2011-09-23T22:28:00.014+08:00

To be honest, I actually wanted to blog about you for a very long time. But I think too much and then put myself in a bad mood that's why I haven't been blogging about you for ages. Wells, for right now, I'll try to blog whatever I am frustrated with. Starting the moment of time, I verge of crying.

I may not really actually understand about you, but I know that you're a really sweetest caring and cutest guy I know and ever had. I had been thinking lots of lots of things every since the day you were leaving me. Thinking what I had actually done. I guess I know one of the few reasons of what I'd done to make you leave me. I guess I know why and I regretted doing it. Really really regretted! Blogging about this, I urge you to see how I really feels here, but I guess you won't, cause I am nothing to you now. Am I right?

Why wouldn't you tell me if you really doesn't like the things I had do? Just a word from you, I will do whatever you say. I will. Yeah, I'd regretted what I had been doing this few months. I was hoping that times really could go back to the happy days when I am with you. If we loved again, I'd swear to love you right. This is what I had promised myself to. IF.

Why wouldn't you tell me how you really feel about me? If I am not good enough for you, I can change! People can changed. It just whether you willing to give the other party another chance a not. Sigh. I had a terrible day thinking of those questions that kept appearing through my mind. I just want to set my mind free from those problems that made me down, really down.

Would you willing to give me the chance to love you again?
I know I have to overcome the obstacles and face the fears. Its hard, but I will try.
However, this shows how much I still love you. Will you know?

It's just so difficult to explain how I feel. (╯ˍ╰)

Wishful thinking, mindless dreaming.

2011-09-19T20:28:00.010+08:00

End-of-year examination is just around the corner, I guess I would not update that often, but certainly I will be on Twitter every now and then. Been working hard, study, as I am staying back in school everyday to study at the library.

Add oil peeps for English oral on 21st September and others on 22nd! ;)
Work hard first before play hard. Bye! ♥

Not being able to muster up my courage to stay strong.

2011-09-16T16:52:00.000+08:00

Why can't I live freedom just like the butterfly, without any troubles. Many sad past things just kept in through my minds and kept flashing over my mind that I hardly forget it. Just then I didn't want to speak up feeling and it just quietly kept inside my feeling hurts like thousands of needles piercing through it. I was a person that I kept all troubles inside my minds and don't have the courageous to speak up. Inside my hearts, actually I'm weak not as what you think, I'm really that strong, just then I don't want to react out, telling myself over and over again that I'm must stay strong no matter what happen. The matters was happening times and times over again. Can't this matter just stop happening and let me set a mind free?

I'm trying and learning to let go of the past and accept the fact that every day won't be sunny.

2011-09-13T22:40:00.003+08:00

Waking up this morning with choking emotions that blurred my vision with tears, suffocating my heart. I don't know what I had been dreaming last night, that make me feel so insecure about everything in life. Recalling something that I had mentioned before - " I've long forgotten what does it feel to be truly in Love, that word seems so strange, too distant for me to even grasp or embrace."

At this very moment, I can hardly comprehend my own true feelings. Its may seem ubsurd coming out from me and we both know that its still not time yet.

Is it love or infatuation? That has always been a contemplation.
Definition of infatuation? - A mere feeling that will not last.

How many guys are willing to be truly committed? That's something to think about. Practise what you preach. Sweet-talk are cheap to the ears. Those three words are repeatedly tossed around lightly. In the end, its still goodbye. Oh golly, stupidity got the better of me.

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here.

2011-09-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

Listen well to the lyrics. This is what I am gonna say to you.

I don't like you.

2011-09-04T00:11:00.000+08:00

DOWN WITH FLUUUU :(

Just us, CJY having fun!

2011-09-03T23:05:00.003+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥

Toodles-ooooo.

2011-08-31T19:51:00.005+08:00

Good bye August, see you next year. (;

Hello and welcome September! Please be nice and good to me.

A day out with Tiffanyjoyous! ♥

2011-08-30T21:50:00.009+08:00

Too lazy to elaborate what's going on today. Let the photos be the talking then!

Love my hair colour! ♥.♥

The heels I'm wearing above ^ , Mummy bought it from hk for me :D ♥

She say it was popular in hk for girls teenagers, and it really suit me!

BLAH.

Aim for the best!

2011-08-26T17:45:00.000+08:00

Finally done with my water sustainability project work and presentation! Mad happy that is over, no more projecting stuffs in my mind anymore! Got to focus more on my studies now.

-express stream express stream express stream-

Awh. As always, time flies.

25 more days till my English EYE oral. And yeah, so pissed off because there's no Chinese oral, only English. What's wrong? I seriously need more marks to pull my Chinese.. Also, one more month more till my English and Chinese papers.

Look like I've to catch up with what teacher is teaching now!!! Add oil peeps! ;)

HARRYPOTTER▲

2011-08-24T20:33:00.010+08:00

Happy 23rd birthday, Rupert Grint! Long live gingerboy!

I will always love your role in HP. :)

P.S/ I'm a huge fan of Harry Potter :D

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Now I’ll just live on and accept whatever the outcome may be.

2011-08-22T18:11:00.006+08:00

Will be back blogging soon! As I am aiming to get into express stream next year!! (Although it is quite hard for me to do so. But nevertheless I will try my best to achieve it.) Believe and all the best for me! xoxo.

Since I had nothing to blog about, shall post two random photos from Tumblr!

Do follow me on http://jaerlynloves.tumblr.com if you haven't done so! :D

Oh! Any readers here playing Dragon Nest? I'm playing it!

Cause someone from the game creater helped me to sign up, that's why I get to play it.

Okay. If anyone of you playing, pm at Springwood, IGN: jaerlynnz

See ya there! :)

Schoolmates♥

2011-08-21T12:11:00.005+08:00

Sidetrack a little.

2011-08-19T21:25:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA! Random photo! Dearest go and edit till like this T.T

Ha! I look quite nice. LOL. Juju so funny! :D

That's all for today's photos!

Looking Forward~

2011-08-18T21:34:00.005+08:00

THREE MORE DAYS!

I wonder how you feel about it too.. Hmm. ☺ ♥

Grateful with loves,

2011-08-17T19:08:00.009+08:00

I'm really grateful to God♥ and 11.11 for the fulfilled wishes! It came true!! I was so happy! And I was glad to say that things around me are getting better, and I'm getting happier each day! That's a good news, isn't it? :)

Get well soon my dear! ♥ (even though I don't think you will see this. ); )
Wells, it's hurtful to see you like this. I was shocked to know it, I just hoping I could take care of you.. :/ Hope you will get better when each day goes by! -Hugs and Kisses-

Weeeee, 4 more days :D ><

With YapYi dearest ♥

2011-08-13T22:50:00.008+08:00

Marina Barrage trip.

2011-08-11T20:50:00.001+08:00

Class photo! :)

Manage to spot me in the orange-ish tees people?

There's still more photos in my other camera, but sad to say that the lens of the camera had some sort of error and it can't be close! Ugh. Still fixing it currently. :(

#PRAYHOPELOVE

2011-08-10T14:33:00.032+08:00

Stay strong, my beloved Ahgong. :') ♥

Even though I can't be beside you right now, but I just want to let you know, my heart will always beats and be there for you whenever you are. I miss you so much!!! As always, I will always love you and it will be forever. Anyway, Bon Voyage! Daddy and Mummy, take care and I'll miss you! :')

I believe and hope that everything is gonna be alright right? God bless.

Horoscope.

2011-08-09T11:11:00.008+08:00

"NEVER believe in 3 people: Sagittarius, Aries, Pisces. - They are the most selfish and mean."

"NEVER lose 3 people: Taurus, Cancer, Capricorn. - They are the most sincere and true lovers."

"NEVER leave 3 people: Virgo, Libra, Scorpio. - They can keep secrets, friendship, and they can see your tears."

"NEVER reject 3 people: Leo, Gemini, Aquarius. - They are true, honest friends."

# I'm Aquarius. What are you? :)

Find yours here, if you don't know whats yours.

Avril Lavigne - Smile

2011-08-08T19:25:00.005+08:00

Just the way I am.

2011-08-05T20:15:00.001+08:00

My class tee~ Nice a not?

With Min Hui. :)

That's all for today's photos! :)

Trappedfeelings

2011-08-01T17:55:00.007+08:00

You may think I'm always happy, but it wasn't.
Just that there are too many emotions I choose not to show right from my face.

What are words?

2011-07-31T16:15:00.021+08:00

This song was so touching till tears coming down from my eyes. :'(

His story with his finance was even more touching! Link

Aww. He taught me to love and cherish the person I love the most. ♥

P.S/ Where are you, when I need you the most? :(

Will it last forever?

2011-07-30T21:09:00.003+08:00

Trip to Pulau Semakau.

2011-07-28T21:46:00.007+08:00

Wheeee! Trip to Pulau Semakau was fun!! Feeling extremely excited. Full of joys.
The wind was amazing that could made my hair into a mess, but I'm loving it!

So many first time things I had did today,

First time get to ride on a ferry.
Threw cents into the sea for wishes with YapYi dearest and Gwyneth. :D
Get to see REAL sharks in my life!
Stare at the sea for more than one hour. (those flashback memories~)
Ferried through many different islands.
Saw Raffles Lighthouse!

I'm upset! No photos taken during the trip as teachers don't allow us to bring. Lying to us, saying that there's no reception while actually there is. If not I could had taken hundreds of photos of the scenery and with my friends. But its okay, those images I had seen from there had already saved it in my memory card. Hoho. :D

I'd enjoyed today's trip. Thanks to my classmates, I had smiled and laughed a lot. xx

FT Island's Hello Hello.

2011-07-25T12:28:00.006+08:00

Racial Harmony Day!

2011-07-21T21:45:00.005+08:00

First time wear such ethnic outfits during school hours! I feel extremely shy about it! Hoho.

How gorgeous is the dress! Pinky!! :D Anyway, thanks Alia for borrowing me. ;)

Happiness?

2011-07-20T21:51:00.005+08:00

It's almost indescribable isn't it? Things don't necessarily have to be in order in my life, but it's okay. They're just good enough that I can still smile and laugh, maybe even love. It's knowing all the wrong things in my life but not focusing them. It's pushing the drama behind me and pulling that smile out front. It's not a fake front and secretly being miserable inside. No.

I'm dealing with all the craps in my life first, so I can enjoy being happy, really happy afterwards. I've got to cry to be able to appreciate a smile. There's no easy path to happiness. But when I reach it, not a million words can describe the feelings of mine.

Life is too short to be unhappy. It is too precious to live it with regrets. Yes, people do change and things could go wrong any time.. but no matter what I do, life still goes on. It will eventually stop everything, when I'm gone someday.

-Just believe-

Requesting.

2011-07-19T17:18:00.003+08:00

Hello readers, mind doing me a favour again? *winkwink*

I guess familiar readers will know what I'm gonna request all of you. Heh.

Just wanna ask you, readers to help me click on my Nuffnang advertisement (if any) which is just above this post! Click it! If popped out a new window or tab, just exit it will do!

I'll appreciate your kindness, if you just clicked it!

You know, you love me. :)

The people around me.

2011-07-18T18:57:00.001+08:00

I’m tired of people. When someone new walks into my life, I try to convince myself that they’re different but they turn out to be just like the rest of them. Breaking every fucking promise. Replacing me with someone better. Talking shit behind my back. Falling for those bullshit lines that make me think that I can actually trust them. Using me to get what they want. Then when they finally have it, they just leave me hanging until they need something again. They treat me like complete shit yet I would practically take a bullet for them in a heartbeat. Then when they realize how much they screwed up, they apologize and I forgive them. Sooner or later, the cycle repeats itself over and over again.

I just want to meet someone I can open up to without having to think twice about it. Someone that is capable of knocking down all the walls I put up since blocking people out is starting to become a natural habit of mine. And someone that appreciates me while they still have me. Yeah, it would be nice to meet someone like that for a change.